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Saturday, September 25, 2010

Porn Star

Gavin has always called me his porn star, like from Day 1. I ‘m not bragging, but I’m pretty good at these activities. He’s apparently discovered the world of CL and a few weeks ago suggested that we post an ad on there to perform in front of others (for a donation of course). His rationale was that 1. We’re having sex anyway. 2. We could get paid. and 3. Be watched. I was ok with this, but then started thinking about being in other people’s houses on their beds and it kind of freaked me out. Plus, we initially were talking about looking at men (because let’s face it women aren’t paying for porn – live or otherwise) and the men that responded to the one ad I did post were all into doing a lot more than watching. Gavin said he wasn’t cool with that one night (in an actual moment of honesty), but then later shrugged it off and said well if you want to do it, it would be more cock for you.  Then he decided that if we did it, it should be couples only.  By the way, he actually in a very round about way asked if I’m seeing anyone else the other day. Since it was almost a direct question, I gave an almost honest answer and said I’m not. Clark was already history when he asked and since I’ve seen Owen a grand total of 10 times all year…I’m not even counting it. 

This week’s idea has been that we start webcam modeling. Now, I’m actually not opposed to this especially after learning how much Clark made doing this. I mean again…we’re having sex anyway. LOL! Last night Gavin came over after I got home from school and we did some “research”. It’s kind of weird because until someone invites you into a private chat room, you must keep your genitals and anus clothed. We’re a little on the fence about it, but I suspect we try it out at some point.  The evening ended well because the research made us all hot and bothered and he’s decided that his new favorite place to be is in my ass. It’s funny how I banned him and now he’s so excited to be getting it. I told him if he hadn’t freaked out that first time, he could have had it all along. 

I’ve decided that I’m happy having him in my life in this capacity. It’s just easy, he’s so nice to me, he tells me how great I am all the time, he makes me laugh, and I don’t have to expend a lot of emotional energy.  Miranda says since I’m his 2nd gf, he’s my part-time bf. I think this is the perfect thing for me. We talk a lot and have truly become friends.  Hell, we talked on the phone Wednesday night for 30 minutes. I don’t talk to anyone on the phone that long if I can at all help it. Now don’t think I’m all settling down into this polygamist 2nd gf role, but for right now it’s awesome. 

True to my suspicions, Chloe found out about Gavin coming over Tuesday night. Wednesday night on the way home from the airport, she grilled me.  She asked how long I’ve known him, how often he comes over, questions about his dog, etc.  It was hilarious, but I was pretty honest (though very vague).  Since Russell agreed that at some point they should meet, I’ve decided today is the day. Now granted they have already met, but not like at our house with me around kind of thing. He called me this morning to ask me out to a movie tonight and I said I couldn’t because Russell won’t be home until late. Then these words just left my mouth – “I’m cooking dinner for neighbor lady and her daughter (since her husband is away this week), why don’t you come eat with us?”.  He likes the neighbor family and I don’t think the man has ever turned down a free meal, so he’s coming. I’m hoping Russell doesn’t get pissed, but I think it’ll be ok. I’ve decided to tell him that Gavin just happened to be at neighbor lady’s house and I went ahead and invited him too.  
-Jules

PS Here's the update...Gavin called me twice during the evening to tell me once he was on the way soon after looking at an apt. and the second time to tell me he was staying "up country" with some friends and didn't want to drive...this was after I told him Russell was coming home around 10:15pm and we could not "party" at my house. It worked out because my neighbor totally ratted him out tonight and told me that he thinks I'm awesome...that I'm smart, hot, and have my shit together. Those are apparently quotes. I'm clearly unlike any of his previous harem. That being said, I'm a little pissed he blew off dinner, but whatever...maybe he's just not that into me...lol.

5 comments:

  1. HA! Maybe Gavin freaked out at the last minute about having dinner with Chloe. Maybe having a part-time BF is the solution for all of us!

    Miranda

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