You suck. I wish that you would eradicate yourself from my sex life. Thank you, Jules
Ok, so still no word from Clark. I know he doesn't have his phone, but he's got my number memorized and I'm freaking out that we've had no contact for 48 hours. I don't mean it just from a girly I'm dying to hear his voice kind of way, but also from a omg I hope nothing else has happened and he's ok kind of way. I decided that if by tonight I still haven't heard from him, I'm going to text his friend that he called me from last week and just ask if he's ok. I feel like a pathetic girl, but I just don't know what else to do to calm my mind. He may just need space to process, which I can handle. I just need to know that.
Gavin called me last night from Kauai to tell me how his son performed, which was awesome. He's being funny lately. He made it a point during our conversation to tell me that he's only having sex with me and his gf. I am assuming this was his attempt to pump information from me about last Thursday, but I refuse to answer indirect questions. If he wants to know something, he needs to ask it.