Sunday, September 5, 2010

Dear Emotions,

You suck. I wish that you would eradicate yourself from my sex life. Thank you, Jules

Ok, so still no word from Clark. I know he doesn't have his phone, but he's got my number memorized and I'm freaking out that we've had no contact for 48 hours. I don't mean it just from a girly I'm dying to hear his voice kind of way, but also from a omg I hope nothing else has happened and he's ok kind of way. I decided that if by tonight I still haven't heard from him, I'm going to text his friend that he called me from last week and just ask if he's ok. I feel like a pathetic girl, but I just don't know what else to do to calm my mind. He may just need space to process, which I can handle. I just need to know that.

Gavin called me last night from Kauai to tell me how his son performed, which was awesome. He's being funny lately. He made it a point during our conversation to tell me that he's only having sex with me and his gf. I am assuming this was his attempt to pump information from me about last Thursday, but I refuse to answer indirect questions. If he wants to know something, he needs to ask it.


  1. Fucking boys and fucking emotions. That's all I need to say about that.


  2. I laughed my ass off....I can picture this, "listen, I am only having sex with you....and my girlfriend.....just you two, nobody else anymore...."


    Sorry, but I thought that was an odd romantic sentiment.

  3. Oh yeah, he's a prize alright. Here's the thing...he knows I date because he's called me when I've been out or otw out and I'll tell him. This has happened 3 or 4 times since the end of March when we moved into FWB status. I will not however tell him if I'm fucking anyone else b/c he won't ask me directly. By him saying things like this, he's feeling me out and trying to get me to tell him who else I'm with. If he asks me directly one day, I'll tell him.