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Saturday, July 24, 2010

Christmas in July

Well the universe must not be punishing me too much, because he's back!! Owen emailed me tonight saying that "the storm has cleared". He's free to play again. Holy fuck, I've played out what my "appropriate" response would be a 1000 times. You know...how I would not fall back into that routine with him, but clearly I am going to do just that. Feel free to judge me, I don't care b/c I'll be smiling thanks to the fucking awesome sex returning my way. I'm even willing to take the karmic hits. The sex really is THAT good. I feel like a kid on Christmas morning right now!
-Jules

6 comments:

  1. No judgement here... I'd do the same thing!

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  2. I know how strong that pull of an intense sexual connection feels, almost like you're specifically made for each other... and they make for amazing memories!

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  3. Ha! Like I could even say anything if I wanted. Hello pot-kettle (owen-sawyer)!

    Miranda

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  4. I honestly don't think I've ever had a stronger sexual connection with anyone. Oddly, I don't have the other connections with him. I mean I would never, ever want to be with him like in a relationship, but I can't resist the sex. He's a nice guy and I do like him, but just not in a I wish he'd leave his fam for me kind of way.
    -Jules

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  5. @Jules - I totally get that! I've found other than the sex, we don't have much else in common. I cancelled a day date once (he wanted to just hang out and shop with me) because it would be too awkward. I don't envy his family either; he's wonderful, but just not for me in that way. =)

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  6. Oooh yeah, that would be totally awkward to just hang out with him. I mean we live on an island, so it's never going to come up but still..yikes! Canada drove me nuts hanging out with me the other day while I ran errands and such. I'm too independent for that kind of crap.
    -Jules

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