A Bout of Epic Awkwardness

I don't even know where to start this one. Gavin did not come over last night as it seemed he sensed my vibe. He's called me about 200 times today though and I told him he could come over for dinner. When I got home, I met him and we went shopping at the local supermarket for dinner. A few months ago, he met one of my new neighbors and helped her move in some stuff. He said she was pretty into him, but she's not his type at all so it was totally one way. I didn't think about it again, until she saw him in the market and they started conversing. She looked at me with much question as he introduced us and a few minutes into the convo she looked at me again and asked him if he was still living with "Julie" or "Melissa" or whatever his gf's name is up at Sunset. He stumbled along and said "Well, sort of but uh not really. She's going to the mainland every 2 weeks and we're kinda whatever, mostly over I guess"...awkward pause, side glances at me. I decided to go check out the cheese selection on that note.

Chloe and I met up with her again in another section while Gavin was off gathering items and at that point she was rather chatty. It was an extremely odd conversation all around though. I was quite happy when she said she had a cook out to get to and needed to run. I don't normally take him seriously when he tells me about all these girls that are into him, but she clearly was. I mean he's fucking hot as hell, but he's also fairly damaged goods up here with the whole gf situation and all. Most people don't want to get involved in that drama. I just stay comfortably at the outer edge of it. I'm not demanding of him, so when she is around she only minimally notices his absences and he manages to lie well enough that we fly under the radar.

When we get home, he's dying to fuck me. I had dropped Chloe off at the neighbor's house on the way home and he came in and noted that she was gone and started pressing against me. I was in the kitchen and the back door was wide open. He kept pressing against me and talking dirty to me and reaching under my skirt to play with me. I was wet and eager to take him in, but suggested he close the door because if Chloe did walk back up the road she could see us fucking in the kitchen and that might scar her for life. He had his shorts half off, his hard dick out, and moved over to shut the door as she opened the front door and announced her return. The look on his face was priceless. I mean priceless. He ran outside to finish up his laundry (read get his dick down) and I chatted with her all flustered and laughing.

About an hour later, she leaves to go to the aforementioned neighbor's house for a sleepover and Gavin and I are on the porch fooling around. I have my foot on his crotch rubbing his dick and he says we have 15 minutes before dinner is ready. We go inside and he places me on my back on the bed and he stood over me. When I'm in this position, he loves to watch me rub my kitty while he fucks me. He also likes my legs apart and I like them together over his shoulder. We were moving between the two positions and he was leaning down and sucking my tits and watching his cock slide in and out of me and it was sooooo hot and then he came out of me during one of the thrusts and because my fingers were moving rapidly across my kitty, my nails were pointed out in the direction of his cock...and you can probably guess what happened next. Yep, I scratched his cock and he started bleeding. It wasn't an overly deep scratch, but I hit it at just the right angle. He went down (literally). I have never, ever had this happen before. Owen scratched me accidentally once, but I've never done it to a guy and had him bleed.

I seriously had no idea what to do with him at that point. I didn't know what to offer him or anything. I finally ended up giving him a tissue to put on it. He kept that on there for a long time and I brought him a shot of tequila and apologized profusely. He said he knew that I would never do that on purpose, but holy fuck I hurt him. I felt so bad. I love his cock, I would never hurt it and if I did it would be after we were finished! (Just kidding!) He finally got it to stop bleeding and just laid in the chair in my room holding it. Then he asked for a band aid and I lost it. I could not stop laughing and sure enough he put one on it after much hilarious discussion about what size band aid he needed.

We ate dinner and planned our trip to Kauai next weekend. I have decided to go. I like him. I've wanted to go for eons. He's going that weekend and I know it will be super fun. I'm not taking Chloe because she has showed her ass about it all and had decided that she would rather go camping with some friends of mine instead, until I decided that it was ok if she did that and I went alone and then all of a sudden she flipped that I was leaving her home. I talked to Russell and we decided that I am totally right about leaving her here based on her attitude. It's tough love time and I kinda suck at that b/c of all of my maternal guilt doubled with the fact that Gavin really wants her to go. It is the right decision though based on her behavior toward him and her attitude toward me about taking her.

After dinner, he came inside, started watching porn, and playing with his cock. All through dinner, he kept complaining about it hurting so I was shocked he was even attempting to resume anything. He asked if I would suck his balls and lick him (around the bandaged area). I said yes because I was feeling very guilty about hurting him and we ended up taking off the band-aid and I licked and sucked his cock and balls and he finger fucked me until we both came. I wasn't about to suggest anything else b/c I think my juices would have burned the crap out of him. As it was, if I accidentally licked the injured area he whimpered. He ended up satisfied though and it was all good. I suspect it will heal quickly because my scratch healed in like 2 days. He kissed me and went home to spend the night with his son and race with him tomorrow in preparation for this trip.

What an awkward evening!! August, seriously...we are DONE. Fuck you!
-Jules