Dirty Girl

Yep, that was me last night and it was FUCKING AWESOME. I was a little "pent up" shall we say because I actually hadn't had sex in a week. How is it that I'm fucking 3 men and I can go a week? Really? Guys...you suck sometimes. No, Penn has been trying to entice me into his lair but with Russell gone last week/weekend I was in full on Mom duty. Owen was off with his kids last week some and Gavin was being a whiny bitch and I don't like fucking him then because of the aforementioned turn off.

After class last night, I headed to Penn's. He had initially started to blow it off and I was like "Ok, see you when I see you..." and he flipped it around. I don't know what gets into that boy sometimes. He likes to want me when he knows he can't have me. I often wonder if he's testing me to see if I'll shirk my responsibilities in life to run to him. If that's the case, he will continue to be disappointed. Anyway, we sat on his balcony and had some wine and then went in to have some sex.

It was f-a-n-t-a-s-t-i-c. We started with some hot foreplay (the boy has game) and then he told me to get on top. First of all, I love being told what to do in bed. Second, I love being on top especially if you're hung. He's let me be on top only once before and it was quick because he almost came so we switched fast. Last night, he had better stamina and we went for a good long while in that position and I soaked the poor guy. I mean soaked...it was that kind of sex. I finally told him that I just couldn't keep quiet anymore because he was making me cum that hard. When we finished, I left pretty soon afterwards because I was tired and wanted to get home to sleep. As I was pulling away from his apt, Gavin calls.

I owe Russell a solid on this one and honestly I don't know why he did it. Well, I sort of do. Gavin came over last night looking for me (despite the fact that he knows I have class). He was disappointed I wasn't home per Russell and hung out in my room for a little bit. Russell said he looked like a puppy that had been kicked. I told Russell the girls call him my puppy so his analogy was right on...lol. As I was leaving class, I called Chloe to tell her good night. It seems Gavin heard my voice from the other room and came bounding out asking if I was home. Russell knows Gavin and I have a very open thing going on, but he just didn't have the heart to tell him at that point that I was going to see Penn...so he lied. He told him that I had a meeting with one of my groups and I'd be home later.

Then to top it off, I later lied too. I don't know what got into me. I think I did it simply so I could get laid again. He had called me as I was leaving town and I told him I'd be home in about 45 minutes. He called me an hour later as I was in bed and asked if he could come inside (he was outside). I said yes and unlocked the door. When he came in, I was naked in my bed. Here's where it gets skanky...I'm going to own that one. He pulled back the covers and started going down on me. Then he stopped to ask if I'd had sex already. I totally lied. Naturally, you can't expect me to tell the truth when you're in the midst of licking me...hello! I would have said anything at that point to have kept him going, but I know it was bad.

He was high, but in a fun mood...so we had hot, fun, very touchy sex. I really like for a guy to touch me a lot when I'm blowing him...not just there, but everywhere. Gavin does that. His hands are all over me then. He's running them down my back, thru my hair, across my breasts, between my legs...it turns me on like crazy. It's so sensual. I had to silence him a few times though because we were being a little loud and I didn't want Russell storming out of the house again. I think we went under the radar. He came and left so I could go to sleep. It was a lovely way to end my day of sin.
-Jules