Funny Business
First of all, I have some super funny Sunday sacrilege for you guys, though it's Monday already in the rest of the US...whatever. Owen emailed me this link today and I laughed until I was almost in tears. This kind of thing always puts me in stitches.
http://www.someecards.com/2011/04/12/unintentionally-sexual-church-signs
Owen is dying to see me. He told me today that the lockdown is getting old and his cock is restless. Mind you, it's only been a week and a day since I saw him last. He's going to try to get away on Tuesday for some much needed playtime.
Josie texted me today to tell me that she thinks Gavin has been acting all weird and jealous lately because he's worried I'll replace him over the summer. I concurred and told her that I had in fact told him I was looking for his summer replacement recently. Whoops!! I didn't really think it would engender a lot of jealousy within him, but clearly I didn't think it through all the way. In hindsight, I would have been jealous too.
So, what does he do tonight? He shows up about 7:45 with a friend of his from the new house, or maybe the new neighbor...I don't know. Anyway, they are both from Jersey and have started hanging out. This kid is cute, but he's just a little tiny bit taller than I am and that's not my type...I like big, tall men. However, since I'd bailed on his last threesome idea and clearly he's bringing me treats to keep me from looking,,,I went with it. He walks in and pulls me over to the side and tells me that this kid, Jersey Mike, licks pussy super well and he wants to play with us. I told him he needed to discuss these things with me before springing them on me, but the guy was nice and he was cute...so wth? We hung out drinking for a little while and then it was on.
Gavin pulls me over to my bed and undresses me and tells Jersey Mike (JM) to start licking me, while I blow Gavin. We're doing this and then Gavin goes over to watch porn and watch us play. He's totally directing us, which was funny and weird all at the same time. I start blowing JM and Gavin comes back over and pulls out my toys and puts something in each place. JM came almost immediately. It seems not only do I have mad skills, but he also really likes watching girls get played with too. He stayed hard though and next thing I know, he's on top of me fucking me super hard. I thought we were being super quiet, but about 15 minutes into it, I hear a knock on my door. Chloe is there asking what is making the house shake. ROFL, I told her maybe the wind and shooed her back to bed. I thought I was going to die laughing.
JM comes out of the bathroom, where he was hiding and gets right back into it. I rolled over and got on my stomach and he came soon. (I am sitting here typing this on my bed and the whole bed is a big wet spot. It was a fun evening.) I thought we were done at this point and Gavin starts acting like he's ready to head out when JM starts licking me again. He gave it 110%...meanwhile Gavin's walking around the room telling him they need to leave soon...as I'm cumming and cumming. I finished and yelled at Gavin. I asked him WTF was his problem? JM said he wasn't ready to leave until I blew him one more time (I guess he thought he'd earned it and honestly he did) and so I started in. He was playing with me while I was sucking him and it was hot. He came and then I looked at Gavin and told him now they could leave. He laughed and said he was fine, they could stay for a little bit. OMG...what was his deal? Was he jealous I was enjoying it and ignoring him? He brought the guy. He was high, so he wasn't hard. I can't help that. Sometimes I do not get him.
In other totally unrelated news that should probably be it's own post, Russell and I had a great talk this afternoon. We talked about how happy we are that things are back to "normal" and how well we're getting along. He told me that he loves this because he's getting all the good parts of me again and then he told me how much he loves me and I almost started to cry. It's insane. I love him too, I really do and I always will and it's so odd to conceptualize feeling this way about someone but realizing you can't stay married and that it just wasn't right. I'm endlessly thankful for our friendship though. I'm really happy it has survived this and improved on a level that I was pretty sure last year this time was damn near impossible. Life is funny...I'm curious to see how it all continues to play out.
-Jules
http://www.someecards.com/2011/04/12/unintentionally-sexual-church-signs
Owen is dying to see me. He told me today that the lockdown is getting old and his cock is restless. Mind you, it's only been a week and a day since I saw him last. He's going to try to get away on Tuesday for some much needed playtime.
Josie texted me today to tell me that she thinks Gavin has been acting all weird and jealous lately because he's worried I'll replace him over the summer. I concurred and told her that I had in fact told him I was looking for his summer replacement recently. Whoops!! I didn't really think it would engender a lot of jealousy within him, but clearly I didn't think it through all the way. In hindsight, I would have been jealous too.
So, what does he do tonight? He shows up about 7:45 with a friend of his from the new house, or maybe the new neighbor...I don't know. Anyway, they are both from Jersey and have started hanging out. This kid is cute, but he's just a little tiny bit taller than I am and that's not my type...I like big, tall men. However, since I'd bailed on his last threesome idea and clearly he's bringing me treats to keep me from looking,,,I went with it. He walks in and pulls me over to the side and tells me that this kid, Jersey Mike, licks pussy super well and he wants to play with us. I told him he needed to discuss these things with me before springing them on me, but the guy was nice and he was cute...so wth? We hung out drinking for a little while and then it was on.
Gavin pulls me over to my bed and undresses me and tells Jersey Mike (JM) to start licking me, while I blow Gavin. We're doing this and then Gavin goes over to watch porn and watch us play. He's totally directing us, which was funny and weird all at the same time. I start blowing JM and Gavin comes back over and pulls out my toys and puts something in each place. JM came almost immediately. It seems not only do I have mad skills, but he also really likes watching girls get played with too. He stayed hard though and next thing I know, he's on top of me fucking me super hard. I thought we were being super quiet, but about 15 minutes into it, I hear a knock on my door. Chloe is there asking what is making the house shake. ROFL, I told her maybe the wind and shooed her back to bed. I thought I was going to die laughing.
JM comes out of the bathroom, where he was hiding and gets right back into it. I rolled over and got on my stomach and he came soon. (I am sitting here typing this on my bed and the whole bed is a big wet spot. It was a fun evening.) I thought we were done at this point and Gavin starts acting like he's ready to head out when JM starts licking me again. He gave it 110%...meanwhile Gavin's walking around the room telling him they need to leave soon...as I'm cumming and cumming. I finished and yelled at Gavin. I asked him WTF was his problem? JM said he wasn't ready to leave until I blew him one more time (I guess he thought he'd earned it and honestly he did) and so I started in. He was playing with me while I was sucking him and it was hot. He came and then I looked at Gavin and told him now they could leave. He laughed and said he was fine, they could stay for a little bit. OMG...what was his deal? Was he jealous I was enjoying it and ignoring him? He brought the guy. He was high, so he wasn't hard. I can't help that. Sometimes I do not get him.
In other totally unrelated news that should probably be it's own post, Russell and I had a great talk this afternoon. We talked about how happy we are that things are back to "normal" and how well we're getting along. He told me that he loves this because he's getting all the good parts of me again and then he told me how much he loves me and I almost started to cry. It's insane. I love him too, I really do and I always will and it's so odd to conceptualize feeling this way about someone but realizing you can't stay married and that it just wasn't right. I'm endlessly thankful for our friendship though. I'm really happy it has survived this and improved on a level that I was pretty sure last year this time was damn near impossible. Life is funny...I'm curious to see how it all continues to play out.
-Jules
I'm so glad I stumbled across your blog. I'm following now. =)
ReplyDeleteWelcome! ;)
ReplyDelete-Jules
Wow, there is so much awesome in the post I had to wait a day before replying to it. From Gavin's jealousy, to the threesome, to Russell.. just, damn.
ReplyDeleteYeah, he's jealous but I can't think of a better way for a guy to express it than bringing over another guy. However, it does seem like he needs some time to process the openness of your relationship. It's weird for a guy, and I know he sounds petty, but most straight guys never even get as open as Gavin is right now, so cut him some slack.
The thing about Russell made me totally girly and mushy, btw. I guess because most people couldn't make a situation like yours' work, much less find some appreciation in it all.
I think you're right. I think Gavin and I are over the top open and I think that he's developed some feelings for me this past year that he really doesn't know what to do with. Gavin is not what you'd call a sophisticated thinker. He's pretty black and white and this is definitely a grey area for him to be in. He's pretty awesome most of the time, so I call him on his shit but I'm definitely keeping him around!
ReplyDeleteAs far as Russell goes, I think we are both really proud of ourselves for how we've gotten through this. It was a really tough year last year. I mean really tough. If I was him, I'd have probably left...but he didn't. He stayed and we've dealt with our shit and we're in a really great place right now and I think we're both working to maintain that. The beautiful thing about this though is that it's not work anymore, it's back to our "normal" selves.
-Jules